rxelyn: (emoness)
and you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
no sense in hiding all of yours
you gave up on your dreams along the way

I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of em all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all 

who's to know if your soul will fade at all
the one you sold to fool the world
you lost your self-esteem along the way

fake it x seether
 
rxelyn: (emoness)

sometimes, I'm such a pragmatic person that I find myself being a exploitative bitch.
 
Outside the sidelines failing harder than the martyred stars of made for T.V crime
so don't ask me out, don't make me try cause I'm just gonna let you I'm just gonna let you down
[indoor living x motion city soundtrack]
 
rxelyn: (emoness)

chinese new year is a scripted routine that has failed to surprise me by now.
(not being anti-holiday here, but I'm damn bored. Bored of the usual less than 5 minutes conversations with my maternal cousins, playing dumb to some, and the endless whirlwind of noise.)



“i am thrilled and bored. i am unskilled, adored.” million x jawbreaker
rxelyn: (Default)
Been having a series of strange dreams lately... from seeing fictitious characters that I invent interacting with my friends, to finding myself on cruise ships keeping treasure safe...

No one knows how you feel
No one there you'd like to see
The day was dark and full of pain
You write help with your own blood
'Cause hope is all you've got
You open up your eyes
But nothing's changed

I don't want to cause you trouble
Don't wanna stay too long
I just came here to say to you

Turn around, I am here
If you want it's me you'll see
Doesn't count, far or near
I can hold you when you reach for me

Your life is meaningless
Your diary full of trash
It's so hard to get along with empty hands
You're looking for the rainbow
But it died not long ago
It tried to shine just for you
Until the end

I don't want to cause you trouble
Don't wanna stay too long
I just came here to say to you
I am by your side
Just for a little while

Turn around, I am here
If you want it's me you'll see
Doesn't count, far or near
I can hold you when you reach for me

If the world makes you confused
And your senses you seem to lose
If the storm doesn't want to diffuse
And you just don't know what to do
Look around, I am here
Doesn't count far or near

I am by your side
Just for a little while

Turn around
Turn around, I am here
Turn around
Doesn't count, far or near
Turn around
If you want it's me you'll see
Turn around
I can hold you when you reach for me
Turn around, I am here
Doesn't count, far or near

I am by your side
Just for a little while
We'll make it if we try

somehow... this song seems perfect for the relationship that will develop between Shay and Julien. My two emo-ish boys. :D
and I'm really slacking, huh.

oh. song is from th: eng version of an deiner seite (ich bin da)

rxelyn: (swept away)
revisited an old song.
was trying to remaster sadame on the piano when I saw that I sort of suck at copying notes... >.> the transcription was full of unidentifiable notes... blah. ended up just trying to play by ear.

song: exdream (OP for X TV; one of the most emo anime out there. But it's good stuff. Brilliant plot, gorgeous art, equally lovely music)
artist: myuji. (giant enigma. I can't find any decent info on him...)

 


Izure koware yuku kono sekai ni wa
yume ya kibou to ka dou demo ii mono

 

kokoro no naka de nemuru kimi wa
mezameru koto nai kedo
kaerarenu mirai o sono te de kanjite…


On this world which is about to crumble,
things like dream and hope don’t matter.

Inside my heart you are sleeping,
will never be awaken, but
feel the unaltered future with your hand…

Burning for your life,
itsuka moetsukiru,
kono inochi o sasagete mo…
FOR THE PERFECT DREAM!

Drowning in my dream,
tatoe oborete mo,
yume wa yume de shika nai…

Kimi wa starlight!


Burning for your life,
someday it will burn out
(I’m) ready to dedicate this life
FOR THE PERFECT DREAM!

Drowning in my dream,
even though (I’m) drowning,
a dream is just nothing else…

You are Starlight!

hikari afureteku sono sekai ni wa
kimi no tamashii ga michite yuku…
mushou no ai o negau tenshi wa,
mezameru to sugu ni…

Owari yuku mirai o kono te de uketomete…


in that world, in which light overflows,
let your soul meets its end.
an angel hoping for an uncompensated love,
will be awaken, just immediately.

Catch the fading future with these hands…

Burning for my life!
itsuka tsukihateru
kono inochi wa modoranai
FOR THE eX DREAM!

Drowning in your dream
tatoe oborete mo
yume no tsuzuki wa doko e
boku wa moon light


Burning for my life!
Someday, I’ll be exhausted
(Yet) this soul won’t come back,
FOR THE eX DREAM!

Drowning in your dream,
even if (you’re) drowning,
where’s the place my dream continues?
I am moonlight!

(instumental)

Burning for your life!
yagate otozureru,
sono kibou ni kakete demo…
FOR THE PERFECT DREAM!

Drowning in my dream,
tatoe taorete mo,
nigedashitari wa shinai…


Burning for your life!
Hate what
your hope is lacking of
FOR THE PERFECT DREAM!

Drowning in my dream,
even if it’s to be ruined,
(I) don’t want to run

Burning for my life!
kesshite mayowanai,
kono kimochi wa tomaranai…
FOR the eX DREAM!

Drowning in your dream,
tomo ni tsukisusumu
ashita e no michi to naru…
bokura wa star light!


Burning for my life!
Never deludes me,
this feeling just won’t stop…
FOR THE eX DREAM!

Drowning in your dream,
pushing my friends forward
to the path where tomorrow awaits…
I am Starlight!
</blockquote>

 

rxelyn: (blurry eyes)
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye
~ The Call, Regina Spektor


The iPod shuffled to this randomly while I was mooning on the plane that was cruelly deporting me back to this place.

I want to go back. I miss the people, the lessons, the nature, the food, the books, everything.

It's strange to be back. I hate it.

Two weeks and I'm already so attached to that red bricked building with its inhabitants, ranging from the darling squirrels to the quirky people. I miss the cold wind tussling my hair affectionately like I'm its lost child. I miss the vividly colored flowers greeting me early in the morning as I peer through windows while walking down endless corridors that seem to lead me to forever.

I haven't said goodbye to Cambridge, to Girton yet.
I don't think I shall.
No.
rxelyn: (Default)

Take my longings and believe them.
Light a candle if you know.
I breath love, don't wanna be there.
These are things I got to know:
The magic seem so far don't know who they are.

Let me go Minor Heaven, cause my blood to run.
Leave this place, unforgiven.
Heal me with you sun.
How can I come undone?
Let me know Minor Heaven.

Light a way for me to walk on
from the ashes to the sky.
Burn the thorns so I can hold on.
Trust in me I know I'm right.
I'm know I'm gone too far.
Leave them where they are.

Let me go Minor Heaven, cause my blood to run.
Leave this place, unforgiven.
Heal me with you sun.
How can I come undone?
Let me know Minor Heaven.

Even if nothing I'll become
something I've been for all too long.
Let me go Minor Heaven.

Let me go Minor Heaven, cause my blood to run.
Leave this place, unforgiven.
Heal me with you sun.
How can I come undone?
Let me know Minor Heaven.

Minor Heaven by Tarja Turunen

She completely destroyed one of my favourite rock songs... her cover of Alice Cooper's Poison was sorely disappointing. Her voice was not suitable for that particular song, I guess. But I do like her style, the opening especially. But the chorus... ah... a bit overdone or something.

Currently, I adore adore adore Minor Heaven and Lost Northern Star. Of course, her first single, I Walk Alone was brilliant. And I like her upcoming second single, Die Alive. The other songs were decent, but somehow I don't exactly like them.

I didn't finish O.R. Meiling's newest title, The Light Bearer's Daughter. Too... boring or something, but I really couldn't get my interest peaked as compared to her previous two books. But as for teenage contemporary fantasy stories goes, Holly Black's Faerie series are the best. But I like Meiling's books due to the usage of the Irish language
. It's really fascinating, the difference in how the word looks and how it's actually pronounced. And she has this really neat glossary at the back to translate all the Irish words she used into English. Sometimes, there will also be little songs or poems which is just too neat. *adds Irish to a list of languages I wanna learn*

I still haven't handed in my PI. *gets bricked by the ST* Is a failure at life.
Also, my Maths tutorial 1 on Functions are still blank and shall remain untouched until eternity goes
Like always, my Literature is also undone because I overestimate myself by thinking about how long the breaks are for tomorrow.

Oh yeah... and my weekly Sugar Rushes are still missing too... >.>

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