lost even before the battle's fought
Aug. 21st, 2008 08:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rxelynFucking hell. Piano exam on the 26th of August.
Is this like Murphy's Law coming to bite me on the arse or karma trying to be funny?
Shit. shit. shit.
This procrastinator is certainly not ready.
In fact, give me 10 years and I doubt I'll be ready yet.
I'm not the type to perform well in exams. I get all tense and nervous whenever people pay attention to what I play. I mean, if they are randomly walking by and not actually listening to me, I'm fine. But when they prick their ears and listen, I'll start to fumble.
Ohmyeffinggod.
Not even the gods can save me now.
I am so doomed.
Is this like Murphy's Law coming to bite me on the arse or karma trying to be funny?
Shit. shit. shit.
This procrastinator is certainly not ready.
In fact, give me 10 years and I doubt I'll be ready yet.
I'm not the type to perform well in exams. I get all tense and nervous whenever people pay attention to what I play. I mean, if they are randomly walking by and not actually listening to me, I'm fine. But when they prick their ears and listen, I'll start to fumble.
Ohmyeffinggod.
Not even the gods can save me now.
I am so doomed.
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Date: 2008-08-24 09:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-08-24 09:24 am (UTC)I've sort of come to terms with it already.
but failing still sort of sucks.
even when you expect it.
(my icon says it all)