Oh, The Joys of Being Sick
Oct. 22nd, 2008 05:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Atiqah wants me to write something emo for her school thing. So... let's see if the muse decides to cooperate today while high on bitter medicine.
Anyway, $44.40 on my medical bill. (... which madde me think of TH; my mind is so lame sometimes) Such ominous words.
If I was curt or ignoring you today, I didn't mean it, just that it physically hurt to talk. I think I haven't spoken about 10 sentences today, haha. Not that I'm a regular chatterbox, but still. Went off earlier than expected because I really couldn't take it anymore. Pounding head, closed up throat. Gah. And there were stuff that I wanted to talk about, even if just to let out the busy voices in the head.
Okay, this may sound weird or what, but there's a part of me that enjoys being sick. No, it's not because of priviledges like not needing to do chores and such, it's that, when I'm sick, I'm hypersensitive to everything, it's like, (excuse the poor analogy) listening to a piece of music and suddenly you don't just focus on the melody or the lead singer's voice. Instead, you start noticing the guitar riffs, the bass lines, the way the drums seem to be beating in time to your internal clock or what. Like, opening up in a spiritual way? Gee, I'm terrific at explaining things.
And I don't know if it's just me being in an emotional state, but I felt my heart cringe while reading this . It's slash, so homophobes might want to keep away. Though I don't know why you're reading my LJ if you're homophobic in the first place.
Anyway, $44.40 on my medical bill. (... which madde me think of TH; my mind is so lame sometimes) Such ominous words.
If I was curt or ignoring you today, I didn't mean it, just that it physically hurt to talk. I think I haven't spoken about 10 sentences today, haha. Not that I'm a regular chatterbox, but still. Went off earlier than expected because I really couldn't take it anymore. Pounding head, closed up throat. Gah. And there were stuff that I wanted to talk about, even if just to let out the busy voices in the head.
Okay, this may sound weird or what, but there's a part of me that enjoys being sick. No, it's not because of priviledges like not needing to do chores and such, it's that, when I'm sick, I'm hypersensitive to everything, it's like, (excuse the poor analogy) listening to a piece of music and suddenly you don't just focus on the melody or the lead singer's voice. Instead, you start noticing the guitar riffs, the bass lines, the way the drums seem to be beating in time to your internal clock or what. Like, opening up in a spiritual way? Gee, I'm terrific at explaining things.
And I don't know if it's just me being in an emotional state, but I felt my heart cringe while reading this . It's slash, so homophobes might want to keep away. Though I don't know why you're reading my LJ if you're homophobic in the first place.
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Date: 2008-10-22 02:13 pm (UTC)DID SOMEONE SAAAAY MUSE????!!!!!11111
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Date: 2008-10-22 02:55 pm (UTC)Drink a gallon of H2O man :)
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Date: 2008-10-23 07:25 am (UTC)get well soon love <3
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Date: 2008-10-23 01:11 pm (UTC)thanks for the love.
you work hard for the exams, k?
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Date: 2008-10-24 10:36 am (UTC)haha.
your welcome. (:
&& cya soon ;D
after exams of course!